Tonight I felt inspired to write about what I feel right now. It’s a lost kind of feeling that I think we all go through, one time or another. I feel like we often try to fill that void whether it may be a drink, an night out on the town, or just a night in our house with friends or family enjoying a movie to take our minds of our current situation and put ourselves in the actors shoes. It’s a nostalgic feeling I believe we all feel when we consume ourselves with a world of fantasy or fiction. I often try music but if I’m not in the mood to hear someone jab on about sad feelings or explain how I should feel right now I turn to movies.
It is a great feeling to know that at least some of the fiction we see is based on truth we go through. Most the times we feel like our situation is a thousand times worse than what the girl/guy is going through. We think they have it easier or a better chance at coming together quicker and less painful. But the sad truth is we forget it’s a movie or fiction. Even though it may be based on truth, the truth only takes the tale so far. We often need to realize that not all the fairy tales or happy ending happens. It’s often at times that the horror stories come first and the fairy tales never happen. On rare occasions we are brought to a certain point in which we may not even realize that it’s our happy ending.
We feel trapped whether it’s our previous relationships or our own feelings of regret. It may also be our own thinking of what ifs. In which we need to step back and realize I need to think about what I’m doing. We sometimes forget we have a brain. It’s hard to think about what we are doing and just act on an impulse rather than thinking it through. Ive had the same circumstances where I see an ex with someone or takes a picture with someone that gets my emotions crazier than a hungry, hungry hippo.
To learn from all the mistakes we need to take charge and stop going by emotions. We can at times be very emotional. We may cause a dramatic situation when it should be avoided. We all cause them; I’m not innocent on this account. But I feel writing about it may help others feel as though they can move on an try to repair what needs to unbroken.
If you feel the same please feel free to share your thoughts or even share this exert. I will try to make you feel as to what I believe we all feel but like to keep bottled within to prove we cannot be broken, but deep down inside we are trying to glue together every broken piece.